Mankind is a slave to "judging."
It is our thing. We are such a slave to it, that we don't even realize it controls us. We are not trying to free ourselves from it - we dance and scream and parade about how we have a "right" to it.
"I get to decide" - I want to determine and decide what something is, how it should go, why it exists - and I'll do it with my senses. My reason. My sight. My feelings. I will decide.
This was Adam's sin - the first one - original sin - thinking "I get to decide." Good and evil? Let me tell you. I will be the judge of what is good and evil. And since that day, we have been slaves to "judging" - thinking it is ours to do. But deciding has never been ours - and it never will be. Every problem we have in the world is born out of our twisted need to be the judge. Every conflict you have ever had with another human being has come about because one or both of you have set themselves in the "decision chair." God alone decides. Adam knew it - and his departure from it has been our undoing.
This problem has eternal consequences, however, because we try to treat God this way. We try to judge Him - with our human senses. The foolishness of this should be apparent to us immediately - but in our "need to be the judge" we miss it.
How can you use your created senses - your reason, your sight, your feelings - to judge the Creator of those senses?
How can you order the One who ordered everything?
How can you hold God accountable when He holds all things in their place?
How have we managed (in our own minds) to put ourselves in a position where we are above God?
Things are not ordered this way. You can't judge God - all you can do is trust Him. And this is precisely what Adam lost when He reached for "judging." He lost trust.
True trust in God is what mankind lost. It is the thing Christ has come to bring back. Because we need it to live. There is no life in "judging." Only punishment and death. There is no life unless you are receiving it from the One who gives it and sustains it. And you only receive something when you trust. Trusting is receiving.
Let me say what you desperately need to hear:
Open your ears and heart, and hear what He promises.
He is not going away.
He doesn't want to run.
He is standing right in front of you - as near as He can be - and He is offering His whole fullness to you - and calling you to trust Him.
Think of what He says: "I've come for you. I'm here for you. I'll never leave you. All those things you are afraid of - I have faced them. I faced them for you - and I promise you, that in Me - I will get you through. Stop judging and trust Me.
When this Word of mercy and grace penetrates the heart and mind - it does so for freedom - and this freedom is not simply for you: it is freedom for those around you.
Judgment is done. "It is finished," He declared from the cross. And that means we are free from the slavery of "judging." This freedom now comes out of our mouths for the sake of those around us. No longer do we judge them - we free them, as we have been freed.
The Christian is set free so that they can speak freedom to all those they meet - leaving all the decisions and judgments to God (from whom they never departed). But this freedom - the freedom God intended for us from the beginning - is restored by faith. It is back baby! ...when we trust the Lord and take our hands off the fruit old Adam snatched. When we relinquish "the need to judge" the peace, comfort, and joy of God find their place in our lives - and from our lives into the lives of those around us.
May God give you this faith - and through it release your hands from Adam's fruit, removing you from the judgment seat, and filling your mouths with promises of freedom to all those He surrounds you with.